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Stryder's Journal.
by ㅤㅤ Wed May 14, 2014 12:50 pm
-Joseph Rogrev aka 'Stryder'
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- Stryder's Journal:
BEFORE regaining his mind.
-It all started after her death, some part of me is gone.
-1 Days seem to go by so quick. I don't seem to do anything anymore, just the basic necessities. Food, water.... and that's it. I have gone back to my ways before all of this, before the war. I've always kept to myself. The world doesn't matter to me anymore, the people, the 'citizens' are just objects now. They talk, I don't understand. I'm losing myself, I must have something to do, or I fear I might perish.
-2 I try to communicate as much as I can, and I try not to lose myself in the surrounding. Too many days I have spent lying on top of roofs and thinking. I don't even think anyway, It seems to me like I'm sleeping, just with my brain still active.
-3 Aurora seems to much for me, the order, the members, the whole point of it. It seems diminishing, like It doesn't even matter. I might tell them something, something that they might find useful, but to what purpose do I have doing that. It's all gone... Society, Love, Compassion. I sometimes think that I should end it all, end my thinking. What fears me is what is beyond... Heaven, Hell... or nothing at all. I fear thinking forever, thinking what I could have done. My life, my existence must be for a purpose. It is the only thing that keeps me going, even at this low level. I might know how to fix it... I must be sure.
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